Now I wanna post some videos , the songs that can express my feeling .

Okay , been posting quite a lot of videos .

You must listen to them okay ?

Like the last video from 周華健 .

I’m thinking maybe we can make a blog together .

I don’t know whether you want it or not .

But I think it will be quite fun , if we make one .

Everything about us , telling each other how we doing .

So ?

Please tell me what you think okay ?

Make an account .

 Smile ~

I know …

It’s already over …

So , how was your Valentine’s Day ?

V-Day is just a normal Tuesday to me .

Erm …

It is Tuesday and V-Day falls on Tuesday (this year) .

I didn’t celebrate V-Day , just stay at home and going online for like whole day .

Wanted to go for swimming but it was raining .

I guess the sky was crying for me .

LOL …

V-Day reminds me back Miss V .

Wow …

Both have the V .

V-Day and Miss V .

Me and Miss V never celebrate together .

I still remember vividly .

That happened in 2010 , after my SPM examination .

I was working at Jusco Kepong .

Perhaps I’m too busy with my work , I didn’t reply her message whenever I was working .

That’s me !

Never text people back when I’m doing something important .

Later , I text her back and I know she’s angry .

Trying my best to make her happy .

V-Day was around the corner and I made a plan .

Silly idea …

She loves puzzle , she even request me to buy the puzzle which can glow in the dark .

Unfortunately , I don’t have time to go and buy that for her .

So my plan was …

Bring her to shopping , midway telling her I need to take something (buy the puzzle) .

And , ask her to walk around or wait for me there .

I know she’ll get mad when I’m not around or need to go somewhere else without her .

But I have to …

Okay , don’t get confused .

That was only a plan .

The day before V-Day , I was so happy .

Thinking about her whole day during my work .

I even asked for a leave .

At night , I called her reminding her about V-Day .

Then what she told me really disappoint me .

She just said : I got class tomorrow , I can’t make it .

In my mind , I know it’s 80% lie or excuse .

But in my heart , I forgive her and know it’s more important .

After the call , I have to fake a smile to tell my supervisor I’m not celebrating V-Day .

I can remember almost everything she said to me .

Sigh ….

Such a loser I am …

You know what ???

I dreamed about her last night .

I don’t know why .

Perhaps some part of my heart still miss her .

Me : Are you still miss her ?

Heart : I think so . Since you keep on looking at her pictures recently .

Me : Okay , I’ll try to control myself  . I’m sorry .

Heart : Mmm …..

]]> http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/2012/02/16/happy-valentines-day-2/feed/ 0 comedaydreamwithme http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/2012/02/10/what-is-love/ http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/2012/02/10/what-is-love/#comments Thu, 09 Feb 2012 19:33:17 +0000 comedaydreamwithme http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/?p=660 ]]> Next Tuesday would be Valentine’s Day .

Have you plan everything for your loved one ?

You better plan now !

Or else …

Happy Valentine’s Day !

As you can see , the post is entitled “What is love ?”

This is questioned by my best friend .

Still remember who is that ?

It’s Chloe .

She wrote on her blog and asked for my opinion .

I have no time to think what I can write at that time .

And , I don’t have time to write though I have some ideas in my mind .

Now , finally …

It’s now for me to voice out my view .

What is love to me ?

Well …

You try so hard to get it .

When you already have it , you don’t have time for it .

Then you lose it .

After losing it , you start to regret and sorry about it .

The worst thing is …

YOU CAN NEVER GET IT BACK FOREVER !

Sounds bad , right ?

That’s love to me …

That was what I had experienced .

I bet you will not like this .

After this once-in-a-lifetime-relationship of mine , I think I finally know what is love .

Love ~

There must be some love between the two couples or it WILL NOT  work .

Won’t stay long .

Love ~

They must tolerate each other no matter what happen .

Each one of us have things to do sometimes .

And might not be able to accompany another half .

This is the time we tolerate .

Love ~

There shall no be cheating on each other .

No lies …

Lies will only ruin the relationship .

Love ~

We must trust each other .

No matter how sceptical you are , you must trust him/her .

Don’t question so much (sometimes) .

Love ~

We must respect each other .

Respect is very important .

You cannot be so selfish .

You must respect his/her feelings , thoughts and etc .

Love ~

Courage .

We need courage to do something together especially boys .

That’s what I lack of .

P.S.  This is my opinion about “What Is Love?” after breaking up with Miss V three years ago . I cried and grieved for months . I still get confused whether I’m still in love with her .  This is a true story . True feeling . Good luck in your relationship .

I know it’s already over ..

I’m sorry for abandoning this blog .

Really sorry !

Well , since the title is new year .

I should post what I did on new year eve .

Let’s see …

We went to FullHouse to enjoy our dinner .

The drink above is Lemon Jasmine Tea or something …

Don’t really remember .

Cozy environment .

The waitress who served is pretty also .

Okay , I do sound like a pervert .

Am I ?

Our food …

Yummy …

Enjoyed my chicken burger .

We ordered wine , as well .

Drinking with these two fellas .

Cheers !

Now we’re on the way to Desa Park City to celebrate new year .

Hours of waiting and separating from friends .

These was what I got .

Of course , I only pick one firework picture to post .

This was the situation when everyone is trying to get out of the place .

Jammed …

I’m not going to online for two months , starting tomorrow .

So , please do miss me .

And , wish me good luck .

I need to concentrate on my studies .

Prepare for my exam .

OMG …

So nervous !!!

Hope I can get into university ….

Bye .

See you guys after two months later .

Especially my best friend , Chloe .

To the girls I love , no matter she is a ‘past tense’ or ‘present tense’ to me .

To myself …

Have I found the thing I been searching for ?

Why am I so slow !!!???

This whole week , what have I done ??

I know I did online .

But , I did study too .

Why still slow ?

My study progress is so damn slow !

Hate that so much !!

Don’t know how to help myself …

Pathetic ~

Please pay a visit on it .

The link is on the previous post .

I have this complicated feeling inside my heart .

I don’t know what feeling is that .

Actually I do , am I ?

I hope it’s no the thing I’ve been thinking .

No way …

Right now , I just wanna focus on my studies .

That’s my priority !

I do not wish anything interrupt me during these two months .

Though I know it’s impossible …

As I will think a lot of stuffs in my mind , so basically quite useless .

Sigh …

]]> http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/2011/10/25/complicated-feeling/feed/ 0 comedaydreamwithme http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/2011/10/17/get-influenced/ http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/2011/10/17/get-influenced/#comments Mon, 17 Oct 2011 09:13:04 +0000 comedaydreamwithme http://comedaydreamwithme.wordpress.com/?p=632 ]]> First , I want to apologies to my readers since I’m not posting anything for so long .

Please visit my third blog .

http://dark-angel-008.blogspot.com/

Okay …

It’s my best friend again .

She is not happy in US .

Because she facing some problems there .

Her studies , friends …

I think I know how she feels .

She not really an independent girl , frankly .

But I hope she can cope with it .

Get influenced by her today .

Not really happy today .

Hmm ….

How to help her ?

I want to give her a big hug !!!

But , I can’t fly to there .

Argh !!!

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1、自己走路會很快

2、喜歡黑夜，習慣晚睡

3、隱藏心事，喜歡一個人流淚

4、喜歡有口袋的衣服，否則不知道手該放哪裡

5、習慣抱臂

6、習慣冷戰

7、喜歡窗戶，喜歡角落、習慣蜷縮

8、喜歡寫字和閱讀

9、莫名地孤單，無法抗拒的恐懼感

10、不愛說話或很愛說話

11、心事放在心底，有一個自己的世界

12、把笑掛在臉上，幻想自己是有安全感的孩子

13、習慣了沉默，在沉默中爆發或者選擇滅亡

14、習慣了懷疑，卻總是要把人往好處想

15、不相信童話，卻一直期待會有個真正懂得自己保護自己的人出現

16、喜歡懷舊，之後感到深深的寂寞和恐懼

17、不喜歡一個人逛街可又總是一個人逛街

18、一點點事就胡思亂想，想到戲劇般的嚇人

19、喜歡聽慢歌，傷感的歌

20、會很用心地記下生命中出現的每個人

21、習慣暗戀，愛上一個人會全心全意

22、坐在電腦前，不知道做什麼，卻又不想關掉它

23、覺得世界上每一個人都不可靠，但卻還是那樣地選擇相信別人

24、偶爾會有種想消失，或是想一輩子沉睡的想法

25、不喜歡等待，卻總是等待

26、經常不經意的發呆

27、習慣活在過去，喜歡懷舊

28、總會把事情想得很長久

29、不習慣一個人莫名其妙地消失在自己的生命中

30、總是覺得沒有人能把自己放在心裡疼

31、容易滿足，更容易受傷

32、喜歡傷感，甚至頹廢

33、習慣保留自己，因為只有這樣在離開的時候，心才不會痛

34、總有一種，被忽視的感覺

35、看似花心，看似膚淺，其實是在保護自己

36、付出的遠遠超過得到的

37、很固執，不懂得放棄，但一旦放棄了就絕不會回頭

38、總是說著要離開，卻一再為自己找不離開的理由

39、在別人面前笑得很開心，一個人的時候卻很漠落

40、在陌生人面前很安靜，在朋友面前胡鬧

41、玩網游只是為了打發寂寞

42、喜歡下小雨時淋雨

43.、並不是所要的太多的回報，只要一點點就可以讓我們死心塌地，可以很少，但一定要有

44、心情不好的時候，卻喜歡聽悲歌